The Truth about How I fell in Love

Did you here the news! I'm engaged. I'm in love with Darcy, truly in love. And I cannot help but feel that I will be happy forever. No person can tear us apart, or make us regret our love of each other. I  will be happy with Darcy forever because our marriage was not forced and was not planned. When I met Darcy I knew that there was something different about him. I new in my heart that I was in love.

My feelings have changed.

I told Jane about Darcy's intention to marry me. And like everyone else she was surprised to and said that that was impossible. Later that day, Darcy and I went for a walk, and I hope he marries me soon because I do love him. I feel sorry for the way I treated him in the past. I hope he will forgive me.

The truth about society

A letter came in the mail today from Mr. Collins. As if the Lady Catherine incident couldn't have been enough, Mr. Collins told me that Darcy probably doesn't even love me because Darcy would never marry me. And he wrote that the engagement is probably imminent. After my mother reads me the letter, she adds her own opinions on the idea of the engagement with Darcy---, "who never looked at any woman but to see a blemish, and who probably never looked at you in his life ." I don't believe any word both of them say. I know Darcy cares about me more than they think. 

A Visit From the "Queen"

What an horrible day! Lady Catherine came to my house to speak with me. She made it her duty to insult me in every way shape or form. I cannot believe her. She asked me if it was true that Darcy and I were engaged. And then she told me that if I married him Darcy would loose everything and her family would be looked down upon because of my lower class. She also managed to spit out that people will talk bad about Darcy and I. I sarcastically replied that I wouldn't want that to happen. I really don't know why she even bothers.

Astonishment

My sister and Wickham are finally married. After some disagreement, my family agreed to have Lydia and Wickham come visit for 10 days. I cannot believe how long it has been. I cannot take it. My sister is oblivious to the trouble she has cause and Wickham acts like he did nothing at all. I was, however, fully interested and astonished when my sister mentioned that Darcy was at there wedding. I did not expect that. I was thinking... that if..... Mr. Darcy did propose again.. I would maybe, possibly, think about, saying yes.

Cinderella Gets Her Prince

Yep. It's official. I just found out that Mr. Wickham will agree in marrying Lydia if he can have some money to pay of his debts. My father gladly excepted because the offer was so little. Mr. Wickham must be a huge fool. My mother of course was hysterical when she found out they were getting married. All she could think about was making the wedding look lovely. My father on the other hand, blames himself for raising Lydia to be so foolish. I would have to agree with him. They do not love each other at all. I really wish Lydia wasn't marrying Wickham. Darcy will think my family is all nuts.

That Horrible Rotten Little Man

AHH! Mr. Collins. No words can express my hate towards that short, ugly "man". I have a hard time thinking about how society goes on with a man such as that. Mr. Collins came to visit our house yesterday and managed to insult us in every way possible. He talked about the situation with Lydia and how none of this would happen if she was raised by better people such as my own parents. He also says how he is so glad he didn't marry me because he would not have been going through our situation. Horribe horrible man!

Runaway "Love" Birds

Its been a long couple of days. I just heard out from my uncle that the search for Lydia and Wickham have not been so lucky. Goshhh! How can my sister be such an embarrassment. I hope Mr. Darcy doesn't find my family to be chaotic because we were just starting to be friends. I really hope my father and uncle find Lydia. I hope they break the whole thing off.